Monday, November 26, 2007

November: A Month Long Remembered

Amidst all the bustle of the holidays, my bustle is different than yours.

You see, I received some very special news on November 22nd 2007. After having an extremely successful Spaghetti Luncheon where I made a profit of $369.00 and received a check from Lebanon Lutheran Church for $500, I found out that all I had left to raise was $152 dollars per month for my trip!!!

"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good, for His love endures forever!"

These past few weeks have been so crazy, but here is a little cue as to how it went.

November 11th: I preached at Mora Assembly of God, and was blessed very generously by Pastor Jim Paydon and his congregation with $500!

November 13th: My last day working for Lunds and Byerly's was a mixture of tears and laughter. My heart has been thrilled to finally be making my goal as a missionary, but it will be sad to leave all of the friends I have acquired over the past 6 years at Sola Squeeze and in the Sign Shop.

November 18th: I had a Spaghetti Fundraiser at Lebanon Lutheran Church, which would not have been possible without the help of my dear friends, Emily Hanf, Mike Carver, Naomi Erickson, Rachel Finkenbinder, Pastor Russel Grigsby, Joanne and Beufah, from the church.

It was extremely successful. Praise God.

November 22nd: I added up all the offerings and promised support from the month of November so far, and realized that I have ALL my funds...yes you heard me... ALL my funds except for $25 per month committed. I realized that I am going to be ready to go on January 2nd! WOOHOO!

November 25th: I worshiped at Eden Prairie A/G where I spoke in two services about the work in Costa Rica and what God has done in me. They have an 8:30 am and an 11:00 am service there. I was blessed to receive a check which put me over and beyond my goal.

This month of November has been full of blessings. I give all glory to God who has made all of this possible!

Thanksgiving was incredible! I know that I have so much to praise the Lord about.

My grandmother, who is 90 years old, came to visit us for Thanksgiving and she has been an inspiration with her stories, words of wisdom and love. I am praying, perhaps rather selfishly, that God will give her many more years. I know she has lived a long fulfilling life, and that when she stands before God there will be many priceless treasures there for her. She has taught me so much.

I also had a great time with my sisters, Rachel and Sarah, who both live out of state. I am glad I will get to see them one more time for Christmas before I leave for Costa Rica. I will surely miss my family and friends very much. I am hoping that I can throw a party before I leave.

Don't ever stop believing God who is the keeper of your heart. My dreams are already coming true. Your dreams can come true as well. I praise God.

Love, Joanna

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

"Run with perseverance..."

"Therefore since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us." Hebrews 12:1

As I wait anxiously for the word from headquarters, I look back on a year gone by with great satisfaction. I am so thankful for all that the Lord has accomplished in me.

This great anticipation and yet this great fear has arisen within me. I anticipate with great expectation the adventures that are around the corner, and yet I hesitate. My hesitations lies in the knowledge of my inexperience. Although it will only be experience that cultivates more experience, my heartbeat increases when I think of this.

The dreams I have spun are wildly carousing all about me, and the path I am supposed to travel lays before me, ominously, hidden under the web of dreams that have been spun all over the path. Where the precious gravel road was, is now hidden by many leaves. Leaves of all kinds of beautiful colors...yet they hide the true direction that the road is leading...leaving only piles and piles of beauty to be discovered in every step which could deceptively get one far off the actual path. Each step must be taken carefully with the reassuring crunch of the gravel underfoot giving confidence to my direction.

I praise God because He has delighted to go on this adventure with me. It is so beautiful. I want to thank him and also ask His help. It is vitally necessary that I focus on this month ahead. I must get a criminal background check, buy my ticket with the proper travel agency so that my account can be directly billed, have my address changed to the Costa Rica address, have all my things packed, bringing as many lightweight things as possible, have my insurance letter in hand, my official papers, basically all evidence of my entire life and probably a safebox to keep them all safe, and I also need many MANY prayers for safety.

I have limitations, and your prayers are very important right now. I am so excited because this is the realization of one of my many dreams. This is the beginning of wars in new places. This is the road I must walk. I am also in need. I need God's strength, protection, and focus. I must remember everything. Oh that I could memorize all the valuable necessary pieces of information contained in my week of School of Missions. All the notes I have, I will wish to put in a handbook and refer to them often. How I can do all these things correctly?

Here I am venturing out for two years when I have NEVER traveled to another country on my own. All those details that we did as a group, I will now go through customs on my own. I will have my passport ready, my official papers in hand, and I will become a resident in a foreign land that I never knew.

I am prepared for this to the best of my ability, but am I adequately prepared? The organization skills I have tried so hard to hone are testing and trying me now. The Spanish I will be using on a regular basis, I will no longer be able to run and hide from, and in fact I will relish every moment that I get to speak it. I get great energy from the use of it.

Oh the joy that my heart feels as I speak this language. The delight in meeting and teaching the little children. This will be only the beginning. I pray that God helps my creativity to be a blessing to the children, and that who I am would just explode over there. It will be pure bliss to bless the children, and my prayer is that I can be healing hands for their little hearts.

I could write so much about all that has been whirling in my brain. I have been quite distracted lately, and my desire is to be prepared and ready, although I can readily see my limitations.

Well...I suppose I better get back to work on my organizing things for my trip! How will I keep it all together? May the Lord still my anxieties, calm my fears, and give me His focus.

"Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like the shifting shadows." (James 1:17)

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Update

It has been a while my friends since I have updated you on my progress.

God is so good and faithful. I have been learning and growing as God has met me in all my needs. Your support is so important at this time as I am working on the final preparations before I leave for Costa Rica.

God has brought an attractive young man, Erik Kelly, into my life, who He has used to bring glory to His name.

I am at a loss as to why God has done this, and now, but regardless, his presence has caused me to grow spiritually and to be more of the woman that God wants me to be. I have been greatly encouraged with God's steadfast love and his presence in this situation as in all.

With this upcoming missionary journey only two months away, I ask your prayers. I am planning to depart on January 2nd, 2008 should the Lord permit me.

This will not be possible until I finish raising $270 dollars more per month, and until all other promised pledges have been cleared and received.

If you are one of my dear friends who have not yet sent in your forms, please do not delay! I am dependant upon your help!!

Thank you for following along with me, and for believing that God's plan will be accomplished through me. I am so excited to reach children for Jesus and see their child-like faith be put into practice to glorify God.

Your friend and co-laborer in Christ,
Joanna J Finkenbinder