I know its been a while since I have blogged. My month has been full of packing, saying goodbye to dear friends, and sleep. Plenty of sleep. I have been working on a few projects and trying to adjust to the newness of my soon coming departure.
It is so good to know that God's timing is perfect and that He is watching over me to deliver me out of all my troubles. He is a loving and good God. I am so grateful for His kindness.
As I am getting all things ready to leave, I have been enjoying reading a children's story in Spanish. The story gives a new perspective on Mefiboseth, the grandson of King Saul. It reminds me of how God longs to have us come and share in his kingdom, not because of our inadequacies, but because of His great love. He offers us a place at His table...the same was done for Mefiboseth! He was given a place at King David's table, even though he was a cripple, and had been exiled from the kingdom. He had run for his life, but now He was being summoned by King David. Even though Mefiboseth could not serve in the army because he was crippled, David loved Mefiboseth and gave him freely from his heart. God also loves you and me. I'm so glad that I can be a part of His kingdom.
I hope you all had a Merry Christmas and as we look forward to the New Year, mine is full of adventure. I will be starting school in Spanish, starting with a clean slate, and meeting tons of new people. I will be saying goodbye and farewell to the old, and welcoming in the new.
I love you all. I'll write again soon.
Joanna :)
"He shall supply all your needs according to His riches in glory."
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Monday, November 26, 2007
November: A Month Long Remembered
Amidst all the bustle of the holidays, my bustle is different than yours.
You see, I received some very special news on November 22nd 2007. After having an extremely successful Spaghetti Luncheon where I made a profit of $369.00 and received a check from Lebanon Lutheran Church for $500, I found out that all I had left to raise was $152 dollars per month for my trip!!!
"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good, for His love endures forever!"
These past few weeks have been so crazy, but here is a little cue as to how it went.
November 11th: I preached at Mora Assembly of God, and was blessed very generously by Pastor Jim Paydon and his congregation with $500!
November 13th: My last day working for Lunds and Byerly's was a mixture of tears and laughter. My heart has been thrilled to finally be making my goal as a missionary, but it will be sad to leave all of the friends I have acquired over the past 6 years at Sola Squeeze and in the Sign Shop.
November 18th: I had a Spaghetti Fundraiser at Lebanon Lutheran Church, which would not have been possible without the help of my dear friends, Emily Hanf, Mike Carver, Naomi Erickson, Rachel Finkenbinder, Pastor Russel Grigsby, Joanne and Beufah, from the church.
It was extremely successful. Praise God.
November 22nd: I added up all the offerings and promised support from the month of November so far, and realized that I have ALL my funds...yes you heard me... ALL my funds except for $25 per month committed. I realized that I am going to be ready to go on January 2nd! WOOHOO!
November 25th: I worshiped at Eden Prairie A/G where I spoke in two services about the work in Costa Rica and what God has done in me. They have an 8:30 am and an 11:00 am service there. I was blessed to receive a check which put me over and beyond my goal.
This month of November has been full of blessings. I give all glory to God who has made all of this possible!
Thanksgiving was incredible! I know that I have so much to praise the Lord about.
My grandmother, who is 90 years old, came to visit us for Thanksgiving and she has been an inspiration with her stories, words of wisdom and love. I am praying, perhaps rather selfishly, that God will give her many more years. I know she has lived a long fulfilling life, and that when she stands before God there will be many priceless treasures there for her. She has taught me so much.
I also had a great time with my sisters, Rachel and Sarah, who both live out of state. I am glad I will get to see them one more time for Christmas before I leave for Costa Rica. I will surely miss my family and friends very much. I am hoping that I can throw a party before I leave.
Don't ever stop believing God who is the keeper of your heart. My dreams are already coming true. Your dreams can come true as well. I praise God.
Love, Joanna
You see, I received some very special news on November 22nd 2007. After having an extremely successful Spaghetti Luncheon where I made a profit of $369.00 and received a check from Lebanon Lutheran Church for $500, I found out that all I had left to raise was $152 dollars per month for my trip!!!
"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good, for His love endures forever!"
These past few weeks have been so crazy, but here is a little cue as to how it went.
November 11th: I preached at Mora Assembly of God, and was blessed very generously by Pastor Jim Paydon and his congregation with $500!
November 13th: My last day working for Lunds and Byerly's was a mixture of tears and laughter. My heart has been thrilled to finally be making my goal as a missionary, but it will be sad to leave all of the friends I have acquired over the past 6 years at Sola Squeeze and in the Sign Shop.
November 18th: I had a Spaghetti Fundraiser at Lebanon Lutheran Church, which would not have been possible without the help of my dear friends, Emily Hanf, Mike Carver, Naomi Erickson, Rachel Finkenbinder, Pastor Russel Grigsby, Joanne and Beufah, from the church.
It was extremely successful. Praise God.
November 22nd: I added up all the offerings and promised support from the month of November so far, and realized that I have ALL my funds...yes you heard me... ALL my funds except for $25 per month committed. I realized that I am going to be ready to go on January 2nd! WOOHOO!
November 25th: I worshiped at Eden Prairie A/G where I spoke in two services about the work in Costa Rica and what God has done in me. They have an 8:30 am and an 11:00 am service there. I was blessed to receive a check which put me over and beyond my goal.
This month of November has been full of blessings. I give all glory to God who has made all of this possible!
Thanksgiving was incredible! I know that I have so much to praise the Lord about.
My grandmother, who is 90 years old, came to visit us for Thanksgiving and she has been an inspiration with her stories, words of wisdom and love. I am praying, perhaps rather selfishly, that God will give her many more years. I know she has lived a long fulfilling life, and that when she stands before God there will be many priceless treasures there for her. She has taught me so much.
I also had a great time with my sisters, Rachel and Sarah, who both live out of state. I am glad I will get to see them one more time for Christmas before I leave for Costa Rica. I will surely miss my family and friends very much. I am hoping that I can throw a party before I leave.
Don't ever stop believing God who is the keeper of your heart. My dreams are already coming true. Your dreams can come true as well. I praise God.
Love, Joanna
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
"Run with perseverance..."
"Therefore since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us." Hebrews 12:1
As I wait anxiously for the word from headquarters, I look back on a year gone by with great satisfaction. I am so thankful for all that the Lord has accomplished in me.
This great anticipation and yet this great fear has arisen within me. I anticipate with great expectation the adventures that are around the corner, and yet I hesitate. My hesitations lies in the knowledge of my inexperience. Although it will only be experience that cultivates more experience, my heartbeat increases when I think of this.
The dreams I have spun are wildly carousing all about me, and the path I am supposed to travel lays before me, ominously, hidden under the web of dreams that have been spun all over the path. Where the precious gravel road was, is now hidden by many leaves. Leaves of all kinds of beautiful colors...yet they hide the true direction that the road is leading...leaving only piles and piles of beauty to be discovered in every step which could deceptively get one far off the actual path. Each step must be taken carefully with the reassuring crunch of the gravel underfoot giving confidence to my direction.
I praise God because He has delighted to go on this adventure with me. It is so beautiful. I want to thank him and also ask His help. It is vitally necessary that I focus on this month ahead. I must get a criminal background check, buy my ticket with the proper travel agency so that my account can be directly billed, have my address changed to the Costa Rica address, have all my things packed, bringing as many lightweight things as possible, have my insurance letter in hand, my official papers, basically all evidence of my entire life and probably a safebox to keep them all safe, and I also need many MANY prayers for safety.
I have limitations, and your prayers are very important right now. I am so excited because this is the realization of one of my many dreams. This is the beginning of wars in new places. This is the road I must walk. I am also in need. I need God's strength, protection, and focus. I must remember everything. Oh that I could memorize all the valuable necessary pieces of information contained in my week of School of Missions. All the notes I have, I will wish to put in a handbook and refer to them often. How I can do all these things correctly?
Here I am venturing out for two years when I have NEVER traveled to another country on my own. All those details that we did as a group, I will now go through customs on my own. I will have my passport ready, my official papers in hand, and I will become a resident in a foreign land that I never knew.
I am prepared for this to the best of my ability, but am I adequately prepared? The organization skills I have tried so hard to hone are testing and trying me now. The Spanish I will be using on a regular basis, I will no longer be able to run and hide from, and in fact I will relish every moment that I get to speak it. I get great energy from the use of it.
Oh the joy that my heart feels as I speak this language. The delight in meeting and teaching the little children. This will be only the beginning. I pray that God helps my creativity to be a blessing to the children, and that who I am would just explode over there. It will be pure bliss to bless the children, and my prayer is that I can be healing hands for their little hearts.
I could write so much about all that has been whirling in my brain. I have been quite distracted lately, and my desire is to be prepared and ready, although I can readily see my limitations.
Well...I suppose I better get back to work on my organizing things for my trip! How will I keep it all together? May the Lord still my anxieties, calm my fears, and give me His focus.
"Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like the shifting shadows." (James 1:17)
As I wait anxiously for the word from headquarters, I look back on a year gone by with great satisfaction. I am so thankful for all that the Lord has accomplished in me.
This great anticipation and yet this great fear has arisen within me. I anticipate with great expectation the adventures that are around the corner, and yet I hesitate. My hesitations lies in the knowledge of my inexperience. Although it will only be experience that cultivates more experience, my heartbeat increases when I think of this.
The dreams I have spun are wildly carousing all about me, and the path I am supposed to travel lays before me, ominously, hidden under the web of dreams that have been spun all over the path. Where the precious gravel road was, is now hidden by many leaves. Leaves of all kinds of beautiful colors...yet they hide the true direction that the road is leading...leaving only piles and piles of beauty to be discovered in every step which could deceptively get one far off the actual path. Each step must be taken carefully with the reassuring crunch of the gravel underfoot giving confidence to my direction.
I praise God because He has delighted to go on this adventure with me. It is so beautiful. I want to thank him and also ask His help. It is vitally necessary that I focus on this month ahead. I must get a criminal background check, buy my ticket with the proper travel agency so that my account can be directly billed, have my address changed to the Costa Rica address, have all my things packed, bringing as many lightweight things as possible, have my insurance letter in hand, my official papers, basically all evidence of my entire life and probably a safebox to keep them all safe, and I also need many MANY prayers for safety.
I have limitations, and your prayers are very important right now. I am so excited because this is the realization of one of my many dreams. This is the beginning of wars in new places. This is the road I must walk. I am also in need. I need God's strength, protection, and focus. I must remember everything. Oh that I could memorize all the valuable necessary pieces of information contained in my week of School of Missions. All the notes I have, I will wish to put in a handbook and refer to them often. How I can do all these things correctly?
Here I am venturing out for two years when I have NEVER traveled to another country on my own. All those details that we did as a group, I will now go through customs on my own. I will have my passport ready, my official papers in hand, and I will become a resident in a foreign land that I never knew.
I am prepared for this to the best of my ability, but am I adequately prepared? The organization skills I have tried so hard to hone are testing and trying me now. The Spanish I will be using on a regular basis, I will no longer be able to run and hide from, and in fact I will relish every moment that I get to speak it. I get great energy from the use of it.
Oh the joy that my heart feels as I speak this language. The delight in meeting and teaching the little children. This will be only the beginning. I pray that God helps my creativity to be a blessing to the children, and that who I am would just explode over there. It will be pure bliss to bless the children, and my prayer is that I can be healing hands for their little hearts.
I could write so much about all that has been whirling in my brain. I have been quite distracted lately, and my desire is to be prepared and ready, although I can readily see my limitations.
Well...I suppose I better get back to work on my organizing things for my trip! How will I keep it all together? May the Lord still my anxieties, calm my fears, and give me His focus.
"Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like the shifting shadows." (James 1:17)
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Update
It has been a while my friends since I have updated you on my progress.
God is so good and faithful. I have been learning and growing as God has met me in all my needs. Your support is so important at this time as I am working on the final preparations before I leave for Costa Rica.
God has brought an attractive young man, Erik Kelly, into my life, who He has used to bring glory to His name.
I am at a loss as to why God has done this, and now, but regardless, his presence has caused me to grow spiritually and to be more of the woman that God wants me to be. I have been greatly encouraged with God's steadfast love and his presence in this situation as in all.
With this upcoming missionary journey only two months away, I ask your prayers. I am planning to depart on January 2nd, 2008 should the Lord permit me.
This will not be possible until I finish raising $270 dollars more per month, and until all other promised pledges have been cleared and received.
If you are one of my dear friends who have not yet sent in your forms, please do not delay! I am dependant upon your help!!
Thank you for following along with me, and for believing that God's plan will be accomplished through me. I am so excited to reach children for Jesus and see their child-like faith be put into practice to glorify God.
Your friend and co-laborer in Christ,
Joanna J Finkenbinder
God is so good and faithful. I have been learning and growing as God has met me in all my needs. Your support is so important at this time as I am working on the final preparations before I leave for Costa Rica.
God has brought an attractive young man, Erik Kelly, into my life, who He has used to bring glory to His name.
I am at a loss as to why God has done this, and now, but regardless, his presence has caused me to grow spiritually and to be more of the woman that God wants me to be. I have been greatly encouraged with God's steadfast love and his presence in this situation as in all.
With this upcoming missionary journey only two months away, I ask your prayers. I am planning to depart on January 2nd, 2008 should the Lord permit me.
This will not be possible until I finish raising $270 dollars more per month, and until all other promised pledges have been cleared and received.
If you are one of my dear friends who have not yet sent in your forms, please do not delay! I am dependant upon your help!!
Thank you for following along with me, and for believing that God's plan will be accomplished through me. I am so excited to reach children for Jesus and see their child-like faith be put into practice to glorify God.
Your friend and co-laborer in Christ,
Joanna J Finkenbinder
Monday, October 8, 2007
SILENT RETREAT
Into the silence I went for a very short time on Saturday through Sunday. God met me there.
I've found a quiet peaceful spot
Where all life's trouble
I threw away and soon forgot
Where nature alone is
Become my best friend
The still voice of God
Rustles 'n chirps here
In pure simple bliss
Why must I go back
So quickly it seems
Where life's complicating
And tries to drown me
Deeper the waters swish
Complexity pulls me under
Away from the serenity
In the sweetness of nature
Oh Do not forget, Love
My beloved softly whispers
Right here you can find me
In the soft voice of nature
And when you feel threatened
Silently, He thunders
Your lover is here, sweets
Beneath Noise's murmur
I'm here...I love you...I'm here
There is no greater way to experience God's love and hear His voice than to get away and devote specific time with him. Its like a special treasure. Its amazing the things God will show you when you really get away from distractions and rest with him.
I hope I can do this again soon!
The Bible teaches clearly, "Do not be anxious for anything, but in everything, with prayer, supplications, and with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." (Phil. 4:8)
It is easy to get all worried about things, but when we ask God, He will show us what to do. It is not always easy, but it is a wise man or woman who heeds the Lord's discipline...given because of His love. His provision is more than enough for us!
May His grace and love continue to abound to you!
I've found a quiet peaceful spot
Where all life's trouble
I threw away and soon forgot
Where nature alone is
Become my best friend
The still voice of God
Rustles 'n chirps here
In pure simple bliss
Why must I go back
So quickly it seems
Where life's complicating
And tries to drown me
Deeper the waters swish
Complexity pulls me under
Away from the serenity
In the sweetness of nature
Oh Do not forget, Love
My beloved softly whispers
Right here you can find me
In the soft voice of nature
And when you feel threatened
Silently, He thunders
Your lover is here, sweets
Beneath Noise's murmur
I'm here...I love you...I'm here
There is no greater way to experience God's love and hear His voice than to get away and devote specific time with him. Its like a special treasure. Its amazing the things God will show you when you really get away from distractions and rest with him.
I hope I can do this again soon!
The Bible teaches clearly, "Do not be anxious for anything, but in everything, with prayer, supplications, and with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." (Phil. 4:8)
It is easy to get all worried about things, but when we ask God, He will show us what to do. It is not always easy, but it is a wise man or woman who heeds the Lord's discipline...given because of His love. His provision is more than enough for us!
May His grace and love continue to abound to you!
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Actually it was Avoca...as in "Avocado"
Wow.
It was an adventurous time in Avoca, MN just North of the Iowa border, and just west of the Wisconsin border.
Pastor John and Terri Stenan have quite a beautiful congregation. I met some sweet new friends and also reconnected with some NCU leaders Michael and MaryJo White.
One of the friends I met were pastors of a four-square church in Denver, CO before they retired. My grandfather, Frank H. Finkenbinder, was a missionary to the blind and a piano tuner. He was also a blind minister of the Assemblies of God, and he and his wife Gladys have been in the ministry for many MANY years. These friends knew my grandfather, who had often tuned their piano, and they were friends with my great-uncle George and his wife Rita.
How interesting that four years ago they retired to the small little town in Avoca, MN, and now divinely met me! I am so richly blessed!
Please pray that God will cause their mentorship of me to be very fruitful. They took me to lunch, and we talked about the four-square church and the well-known pastor, Jack Hayes, who is the leader of the four-square church. These folks reminded me so much of my grandparents, and that was very special. I pray for God to bless them, and also to use them as co-ministers with me in Costa Rica. Obviously, I am hoping they will become financial partners with me :)
I also had the opportunity to pray for their city and for the furtherance of the gospel with the youth generation. Pastor John had all the youth and young adults come forward, and I prayed for God to minister through them, and I am so excited for the fruit that I know they will bring forth! One youth approached me after the service and told me of his visions over the years. I believe God has called him to Africa. One young adult is definitely going to see fruit in his workplace.
Praise God that He has allowed me to have a part in this! Wow!
Oh... and just an added bonus, I am 1% closer to my goal! They gave an offering that divides out to $20 per month! WOW! Praise GoD!
"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good and His steadfast love endures forever!"
Your fellow laborer in the Lord!
Joanna Joy ;)
It was an adventurous time in Avoca, MN just North of the Iowa border, and just west of the Wisconsin border.
Pastor John and Terri Stenan have quite a beautiful congregation. I met some sweet new friends and also reconnected with some NCU leaders Michael and MaryJo White.
One of the friends I met were pastors of a four-square church in Denver, CO before they retired. My grandfather, Frank H. Finkenbinder, was a missionary to the blind and a piano tuner. He was also a blind minister of the Assemblies of God, and he and his wife Gladys have been in the ministry for many MANY years. These friends knew my grandfather, who had often tuned their piano, and they were friends with my great-uncle George and his wife Rita.
How interesting that four years ago they retired to the small little town in Avoca, MN, and now divinely met me! I am so richly blessed!
Please pray that God will cause their mentorship of me to be very fruitful. They took me to lunch, and we talked about the four-square church and the well-known pastor, Jack Hayes, who is the leader of the four-square church. These folks reminded me so much of my grandparents, and that was very special. I pray for God to bless them, and also to use them as co-ministers with me in Costa Rica. Obviously, I am hoping they will become financial partners with me :)
I also had the opportunity to pray for their city and for the furtherance of the gospel with the youth generation. Pastor John had all the youth and young adults come forward, and I prayed for God to minister through them, and I am so excited for the fruit that I know they will bring forth! One youth approached me after the service and told me of his visions over the years. I believe God has called him to Africa. One young adult is definitely going to see fruit in his workplace.
Praise God that He has allowed me to have a part in this! Wow!
Oh... and just an added bonus, I am 1% closer to my goal! They gave an offering that divides out to $20 per month! WOW! Praise GoD!
"Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good and His steadfast love endures forever!"
Your fellow laborer in the Lord!
Joanna Joy ;)
Friday, September 28, 2007
Preaching on Sunday in Avoka, MN
Please pray with me my dear support team.
I believe God has a very special message and love in his heart for the people of Avoka, and that this opportunity was divinely ordained.
I have just worked out the kinks in my power point presentation, and I am relying on the power of the Holy Spirit so that I can communicate the passion and love of Jesus Christ to these people and His missional desires for the church.
It is my full intention to return to Minneapolis with a higher percentage of my budget complete, which is currently at almost 70% raised. I believe that God has put this church in my path for a reason and that we are to be partners. I believe that they will be blessed, and God will receive the glory.
Together we are preparing for secret blessings that only eternity can unleash. So many times we have an effect on people's lives that we never realize.
Please be a prayer warrior and financial partner with me. There are some very important responsibilities that I have to maintain in order to be the best I can be, and God is able to give me grace and strength in my weaknesses. I am praying that you will see the results of your faith when I step onto that plane towards Costa Rica, and that it will encourage your hearts that God can take your talents of wood and metal and turn them into talents of gold and precious gems.
"Do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised." Hebrews 10:35-36
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1
I believe God has a very special message and love in his heart for the people of Avoka, and that this opportunity was divinely ordained.
I have just worked out the kinks in my power point presentation, and I am relying on the power of the Holy Spirit so that I can communicate the passion and love of Jesus Christ to these people and His missional desires for the church.
It is my full intention to return to Minneapolis with a higher percentage of my budget complete, which is currently at almost 70% raised. I believe that God has put this church in my path for a reason and that we are to be partners. I believe that they will be blessed, and God will receive the glory.
Together we are preparing for secret blessings that only eternity can unleash. So many times we have an effect on people's lives that we never realize.
Please be a prayer warrior and financial partner with me. There are some very important responsibilities that I have to maintain in order to be the best I can be, and God is able to give me grace and strength in my weaknesses. I am praying that you will see the results of your faith when I step onto that plane towards Costa Rica, and that it will encourage your hearts that God can take your talents of wood and metal and turn them into talents of gold and precious gems.
"Do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised." Hebrews 10:35-36
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
My supporters and co-laborers
Dear friends,
I am humbled by your response to the call of God. I feel so unworthy of your love and kindness to me.
Last night I was writing a letter to all of you who have been there with me in prayers, finances, and just listening to me when I needed to talk. Your continued help is necessary to get me on the field, and yet you might be wondering what I am doing.
This past weekend I went to Rushford, MN to help out a lady who had lost all her material possessions in the flood that hit Southeastern MN, Oklahoma and Wisconsin a few weeks ago. I would like to go again, and then I remember my calling. It becomes quite a task to manage working 40 hours plus and still maintain my focus. However, all of you have just amazed me with the way you have stepped in.
I know that God has the perfect time for me to get to Costa Rica and accomplish His will there. I look forward to working with Jon and Jennifer Dahlager as they raise up laborers for the harvest. The Bible says that the harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.
May you join me as the chosen ones to harvest his field. My heart trembles at His Word which proclaims that "many are called but few are chosen."
Thank you for standing with me. Today is just the beginning, and I see so many talented missionaries with so much promise.
What does God have up his sleeve?
I am humbled by your response to the call of God. I feel so unworthy of your love and kindness to me.
Last night I was writing a letter to all of you who have been there with me in prayers, finances, and just listening to me when I needed to talk. Your continued help is necessary to get me on the field, and yet you might be wondering what I am doing.
This past weekend I went to Rushford, MN to help out a lady who had lost all her material possessions in the flood that hit Southeastern MN, Oklahoma and Wisconsin a few weeks ago. I would like to go again, and then I remember my calling. It becomes quite a task to manage working 40 hours plus and still maintain my focus. However, all of you have just amazed me with the way you have stepped in.
I know that God has the perfect time for me to get to Costa Rica and accomplish His will there. I look forward to working with Jon and Jennifer Dahlager as they raise up laborers for the harvest. The Bible says that the harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few.
May you join me as the chosen ones to harvest his field. My heart trembles at His Word which proclaims that "many are called but few are chosen."
Thank you for standing with me. Today is just the beginning, and I see so many talented missionaries with so much promise.
What does God have up his sleeve?
Monday, September 3, 2007
Bumps...cuts and scrapes...and steep climbs
I read this incredible book several months ago called "Hinds feet in High Places," which I highly recommend to you all.
This book portrays God in such a beautiful way. It shows God as a delighted master who is in love with his creation. However, in order for the fullness of beauty to come out of his creation, he causes you and I to go through rough patches and get dirty from time to time.
I picture a climber who is anxiously trying to conquer a mountain. They look straight up and see the beauty at the top of the mountain. The climber is so excited to get to the top of the mountain that they might pass up some of the important details that would have made the climb safer or easier. Sometimes, when I am looking to get to the top of a rock, I ignore the most obvious choice for the climb and pick a pathway that is too difficult. Try as I might, I cannot conquer this wall, but I keep going with all my strength even when there is an easier more obvious path.
God does not always allow us to take the easy way. He enjoys building character in us through our climb.
A good friend and mentor told me an important truth that I will always carry: It is not the destination that matters as much as it is the journey.
Today is all that counts for today. I must live today at its fullest potential.
This book portrays God in such a beautiful way. It shows God as a delighted master who is in love with his creation. However, in order for the fullness of beauty to come out of his creation, he causes you and I to go through rough patches and get dirty from time to time.
I picture a climber who is anxiously trying to conquer a mountain. They look straight up and see the beauty at the top of the mountain. The climber is so excited to get to the top of the mountain that they might pass up some of the important details that would have made the climb safer or easier. Sometimes, when I am looking to get to the top of a rock, I ignore the most obvious choice for the climb and pick a pathway that is too difficult. Try as I might, I cannot conquer this wall, but I keep going with all my strength even when there is an easier more obvious path.
God does not always allow us to take the easy way. He enjoys building character in us through our climb.
A good friend and mentor told me an important truth that I will always carry: It is not the destination that matters as much as it is the journey.
Today is all that counts for today. I must live today at its fullest potential.
Monday, August 27, 2007
One leap for man...
What kind of steps of faith are you willing to take in this life?
What if the world thinks your crazy?
Sometimes I feel afraid.
"There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear." (1 Jn 4:18)
How are we giving God control? Do we allow him to perfect us in His love?
I challenge you to this prayer:
Father, I submit my relationships to you because You can take better care of them than I can, and give us grace in our weaknesses.
Father, I submit my plans to you, because I know that you care more about them than I do, and I ask you to direct my steps in fruits of right living.
I repent of any unfaithfulness to you and the calling you have on my life and ask your continued guidance in focus, compassion, and relationship building.
Your love is better than life Lord!
For you who are reading this and praying specifically for me,
Please pray for God to continue to help me to persevere in fundraising when I am SO CLOSE and that the social activities I get involved in will be focused and beneficial rather than sidetracks and distractions. Pray for me to use caution and wisdom in the relationships I build with others. Pray for a greater measure of grace in my struggles to balance and organize all that I need to do to get to Costa Rica soon!
"We live by faith and not by sight!" 2 Corinth. 5:7
What if the world thinks your crazy?
Sometimes I feel afraid.
"There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear." (1 Jn 4:18)
How are we giving God control? Do we allow him to perfect us in His love?
I challenge you to this prayer:
Father, I submit my relationships to you because You can take better care of them than I can, and give us grace in our weaknesses.
Father, I submit my plans to you, because I know that you care more about them than I do, and I ask you to direct my steps in fruits of right living.
I repent of any unfaithfulness to you and the calling you have on my life and ask your continued guidance in focus, compassion, and relationship building.
Your love is better than life Lord!
For you who are reading this and praying specifically for me,
Please pray for God to continue to help me to persevere in fundraising when I am SO CLOSE and that the social activities I get involved in will be focused and beneficial rather than sidetracks and distractions. Pray for me to use caution and wisdom in the relationships I build with others. Pray for a greater measure of grace in my struggles to balance and organize all that I need to do to get to Costa Rica soon!
"We live by faith and not by sight!" 2 Corinth. 5:7
Friday, August 10, 2007
THANK YOU!
Dear friends, near and far,
You have each been a valuable part of this journey. As things have been developing, it has been YOU who have kept me sane, kept encouraging and sent support in many ways.
You have given me opportunities to preach, have taken me on as your missionary by financial or prayer promises, have coached me and prodded me to press in when I have felt discouraged.
Thank you so much for the many ways you have stepped in!
Isn't God faithful? His mercies are new every morning!
You have each been a valuable part of this journey. As things have been developing, it has been YOU who have kept me sane, kept encouraging and sent support in many ways.
You have given me opportunities to preach, have taken me on as your missionary by financial or prayer promises, have coached me and prodded me to press in when I have felt discouraged.
Thank you so much for the many ways you have stepped in!
Isn't God faithful? His mercies are new every morning!
Monday, July 30, 2007
Arizona Rocks it Out for Jesus!
Imagine...cactus, 100 degree heat and 80 degree wind, little curly-headed children, new friendships and old friendships re-united!
This was what AZ was like! Beside that, I also experienced an incredible sweet savor of the Holy Spirit. The church I visited was about 1500 people and they were bubbly and talkative. The Spirit came and touched me right in the middle of worship...his presence was on my lips. It was in a moment where I got on my knees and said, "Lord, I surrender." In this moment, a sweetness which I cannot describe came upon me. When I opened my mouth, it was more precious than the most costly perfume to breathe in this presence. It filled my lungs and my being with an indescribable warmth and sweetness and I loved it. This was definitely the highlight of my experience, and how fitting as Pastor Paul Owen spoke about worshipping in "High Praise."
My meeting with Pastor Paul was very special, for God is truly using this congregation and this minister to plant fruit and seeds into the nations. Lighthouse Christian Center made the decision to support me $100 per month, and they generously provided for my traveling expenses. What a privilege to serve our Lord!
I am praying for God to help me to take every opportunity, and it would take me pages to write to you all the opportunities he gave me, even on the flight down and home again!
I'm looking forward to re-connecting soon my friends! Remember, God knows exactly what you need and His timing is never early, never late but always right on time!
Thank you Jesus! My best friend forever.
If you haven't begun supporting me financially yet, do not wait another day! I still need your help! I love you my friends!
This was what AZ was like! Beside that, I also experienced an incredible sweet savor of the Holy Spirit. The church I visited was about 1500 people and they were bubbly and talkative. The Spirit came and touched me right in the middle of worship...his presence was on my lips. It was in a moment where I got on my knees and said, "Lord, I surrender." In this moment, a sweetness which I cannot describe came upon me. When I opened my mouth, it was more precious than the most costly perfume to breathe in this presence. It filled my lungs and my being with an indescribable warmth and sweetness and I loved it. This was definitely the highlight of my experience, and how fitting as Pastor Paul Owen spoke about worshipping in "High Praise."
My meeting with Pastor Paul was very special, for God is truly using this congregation and this minister to plant fruit and seeds into the nations. Lighthouse Christian Center made the decision to support me $100 per month, and they generously provided for my traveling expenses. What a privilege to serve our Lord!
I am praying for God to help me to take every opportunity, and it would take me pages to write to you all the opportunities he gave me, even on the flight down and home again!
I'm looking forward to re-connecting soon my friends! Remember, God knows exactly what you need and His timing is never early, never late but always right on time!
Thank you Jesus! My best friend forever.
If you haven't begun supporting me financially yet, do not wait another day! I still need your help! I love you my friends!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
I love you, I need you
"This is love, not that we loved God, but that He loved us, and sent His Son to be an atoning sacrifice for our sins." 1 John 4:10
Amazing how Your love pulls me back on the path of righteousness when I have strayed to my left or right.
My love for you surpasses anything else. I am grateful for your forgiveness.
I weep, yet I smile
When I remember all that you went through on Calvary for someone like me. I cannot love myself the way you love me Lord because sometimes I am not looking with your eyes. I see all the things I have done to hurt you and the ways I have compromised.
You on the other hand, see your creation. You see all that you made me to be, and claim that it was worth it for me. WORTH IT FOR ME!!!
Wow. Lord. you are too much for me time and again.
I hunger for you more than anything. Show me how to love you more and to fiercely love others the way you love me.
1 John 2:5 "But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him"
Phillipians 1:9 "And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight,"
Amazing how Your love pulls me back on the path of righteousness when I have strayed to my left or right.
My love for you surpasses anything else. I am grateful for your forgiveness.
I weep, yet I smile
When I remember all that you went through on Calvary for someone like me. I cannot love myself the way you love me Lord because sometimes I am not looking with your eyes. I see all the things I have done to hurt you and the ways I have compromised.
You on the other hand, see your creation. You see all that you made me to be, and claim that it was worth it for me. WORTH IT FOR ME!!!
Wow. Lord. you are too much for me time and again.
I hunger for you more than anything. Show me how to love you more and to fiercely love others the way you love me.
1 John 2:5 "But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him"
Phillipians 1:9 "And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight,"
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Life lessons: Enjoy the Journey!
Yesterday morning, I had a sudden idea to go rollerblading at the park. I needed a break from my tedious job, and I hadn't been rollerblading in over 8 months or maybe even a year!
At about 3:30 pm, I put on my blades and left the house without any other protection...just skin! It was a gorgeous afternoon, but I quickly discovered that rollerblading is not that easy. I had only gone a short ways and I could already feel the workout. "This is going to be great!" I thought to myself, in reference to burning a lot of unwanted calories, and I continued down my normal biking path. On the way to the main trail, there is this awesome bridge that goes over the highway. I'm sure you've seen one of these bridges that rolls around up, and then goes down. I thought to myself, "Sure, no problem, I can take this." Yeah right, famous last words for an inexperienced blader going down a steep hill! Going up was not the problem although it was hard work. However, on my way down the steep and paved path, I got scared. Because I was afraid, I ventured off the trail to the right and tried to slow myself down on the grass. This grass was dry, crisp and full of thorns and weeds. Instead of simply slowing me down, the grass stopped me completely and lunged me forward as I fell flat on my face! After rolling over, and trying to breathe, having all wind knocked completely out, and none the worse for wear except very dirty and a bit scratched up... I made a wobbly attempt at getting up and went down the rest of the way.
Mistakes I made: 1. went in over my head 2. Got scared instead of just following through
However, I consider it a great success because 1. I didn't quit after falling down, and 2. I gained insight into the journey of life.
When on this journey, we must remember that we do not travel alone, and stick close to God. It is only when we get off the path that we have problems even if we are going too fast and God has to tell us to slow down or back up a bit. I know that my adventurous spirit often has to be reigned in by God, when he softly tells me...not yet, be patient, turn left, don't go so fast, wait, WAIT. Sometimes I have had God re-focus my eyes when I have looked at all the problems instead of just allowing him to bring me to each step at a time. He doesn't want me to work on the steps further down the road while He has me here. I pray for God to help me to be focused!
It was a fun experience. and remember, that at times we will fall down and get dirty and mess up... still, the journey is what is important, not the success of the ride. It is in the journey that we gain fulness. Also, even though going uphill is hard, it is in the uphill journey that we gain the skills and control we need to coast downhill.
Prov 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him and He will direct your path!"
At about 3:30 pm, I put on my blades and left the house without any other protection...just skin! It was a gorgeous afternoon, but I quickly discovered that rollerblading is not that easy. I had only gone a short ways and I could already feel the workout. "This is going to be great!" I thought to myself, in reference to burning a lot of unwanted calories, and I continued down my normal biking path. On the way to the main trail, there is this awesome bridge that goes over the highway. I'm sure you've seen one of these bridges that rolls around up, and then goes down. I thought to myself, "Sure, no problem, I can take this." Yeah right, famous last words for an inexperienced blader going down a steep hill! Going up was not the problem although it was hard work. However, on my way down the steep and paved path, I got scared. Because I was afraid, I ventured off the trail to the right and tried to slow myself down on the grass. This grass was dry, crisp and full of thorns and weeds. Instead of simply slowing me down, the grass stopped me completely and lunged me forward as I fell flat on my face! After rolling over, and trying to breathe, having all wind knocked completely out, and none the worse for wear except very dirty and a bit scratched up... I made a wobbly attempt at getting up and went down the rest of the way.
Mistakes I made: 1. went in over my head 2. Got scared instead of just following through
However, I consider it a great success because 1. I didn't quit after falling down, and 2. I gained insight into the journey of life.
When on this journey, we must remember that we do not travel alone, and stick close to God. It is only when we get off the path that we have problems even if we are going too fast and God has to tell us to slow down or back up a bit. I know that my adventurous spirit often has to be reigned in by God, when he softly tells me...not yet, be patient, turn left, don't go so fast, wait, WAIT. Sometimes I have had God re-focus my eyes when I have looked at all the problems instead of just allowing him to bring me to each step at a time. He doesn't want me to work on the steps further down the road while He has me here. I pray for God to help me to be focused!
It was a fun experience. and remember, that at times we will fall down and get dirty and mess up... still, the journey is what is important, not the success of the ride. It is in the journey that we gain fulness. Also, even though going uphill is hard, it is in the uphill journey that we gain the skills and control we need to coast downhill.
Prov 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him and He will direct your path!"
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
This Sunday in Bagley, MN...last Sunday @ LGCC
On the road again, I am traveling through trees about 50 feet high, I'd say...or at least 25 feet high.
This scenic trip took me through Lake Itasca, Park Rapids, and many MANY beautiful trees and lakes.
One special highlight was being able to share with the kids about the p
oison frogs I heard they have in Costa Rica! (I'm sure you could ask the Ticos about them!)
I also got to help lead worship!!! Very fun, but the piano was a bit out of tune!
oison frogs I heard they have in Costa Rica! (I'm sure you could ask the Ticos about them!)I also got to help lead worship!!! Very fun, but the piano was a bit out of tune!
On July 8th, Brookdale Christian Center (my home church) had the opportunity to sing up at Lake Geneva Christian Center, our camp in Alexandria, MN.
The kids choir did a great job, and then the African choir sang as well. As you can see, our church has been blessed with many beautiful African children and their families. In the past ten years, our congregation has increased to become about 60-70% African.
We love it!
This Sunday will be in South Minneapolis again with some old friends! Blessings to all!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Update
Today was an incredible day.
I called several pastors while I was at work, and had the opportunity to speak with Jon Dahlager!!! :)
I am really praying for the final finances to come in, but in the meantime...it is wait and pray.
Also I am constantly being humbled, for to walk this journey is not easy, and it requires me to give up some of the little pleasures that I have enjoyed. I need to truly be self less and allow God to shape and mold me however He chooses regardless of how uncomfortable it may make me feel. The question is: Do you trust him?
I am so thankful for His hand on my life, and it is my greatest desire to belong to Him and be called by His name. How may I be of service to you, my Lord?
I called several pastors while I was at work, and had the opportunity to speak with Jon Dahlager!!! :)
I am really praying for the final finances to come in, but in the meantime...it is wait and pray.
Also I am constantly being humbled, for to walk this journey is not easy, and it requires me to give up some of the little pleasures that I have enjoyed. I need to truly be self less and allow God to shape and mold me however He chooses regardless of how uncomfortable it may make me feel. The question is: Do you trust him?
I am so thankful for His hand on my life, and it is my greatest desire to belong to Him and be called by His name. How may I be of service to you, my Lord?
Monday, July 9, 2007
This crazy girl
NIGHT IS QUICKLY FALLING ! ! !
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Yes, I did it. I looked for a ticket to Costa Rica, and found out that on August 25th, I could be very tempted to buy a one way ticket for $270 dollars! OH how very tempting and exciting it was to find it, and yet I know...God in His way and HIS perfect timing will get me there.
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Yes, I did it. I looked for a ticket to Costa Rica, and found out that on August 25th, I could be very tempted to buy a one way ticket for $270 dollars! OH how very tempting and exciting it was to find it, and yet I know...God in His way and HIS perfect timing will get me there. I'm still looking for those willing to sacrifice their $3.00 lattes in order to sponsor me $15 dollars a month. That means that only 5 times a month they tell themselves...no this latte is going to buy groceries for Joanna when she has no money in Costa Rica, or she will spend it to pay for postage so she can let me know how she's doing.
I NEED YOU!!! :) "Porque la paga del pecado es muerte, minetras que la dadiva de Dios es vida eterna en Cristo Jesus, nuestro Senor." Romanos 6:23
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